Running

I’m gradually realizing most people around me don’t know me at all. First of all, and that’s no too bad, everyone is shocked when I tell them my age coz they all think I’m a lot younger. I guess it’s my own fault. I just don’t see the point anymore. I use to talk about myself all the time and I just don’t see the point anymore. Feels like I’m far down inside myself. Like most of me is hidden and I really don’t need those part to function. I just reach down and take whatever I need when I need it and the rest of the time I’m just this person. I’m so tired. Don’t know what I need anymore. Feels like if I stop running I’ll fall so far there’ll be no way back.