This was a great job, quiet and not stressful. Now it’s a nightmare. I can’t even blog anymore. When I get home I don’t even have the patience for my husband or friends, I just want everybody to leave me alone, I feel like screaming. I spend 8 hours a day speaking to rude, spoiled Americans who think they deserve better or are paranoid and think you’re fucking them over. I’m so sick of this attitude, so sick of hearing the same shit every day.Last night I met my niece’s ex-boyfriend and threatened him with various tortures if he ever even thought about her again. I woke up this morning and made a dentist appointment for Mike.
People around me giving me so much love I don’t know what to do with it. GOD I hate myself. I’m going drinking tonight as well. I feel like throwing it all away and I hope I can keep my mouth shut.
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