Sunday, February 22, 2009

I'm back

hi y'all, not sure anyone cares but this is the first day I've had off since I moved to my new place. Mike and I are over as most of you already know. I moved into a tiny place with a roommate, it's around the corner from my parents and I'm very happy about that. It's also 10 minute walk from work so I'm saving a lot of $. Mike is homeless right now, staying with friends, so I got the computer he was supposed to take. For now, I'm back :)

This is hard though. Have to keep reminding myself that I made the right choice. I miss Mike but not the Mike I broke up with, the one I fell inlove with 5 years ago. And we all know that gut is gone. I feel ok most of the time, my friends are all around me and wont let me get too sad. I overreact a lot, someone says the wrong thing and I fall apart... I hate that... I have to give myself some time. Catch my breath...


melissa said...

I'm so glad you updated. Great to hear from you in this way.

I wish I could say something deep and helpful, but you seem to have it pretty well together yourself. Definitely right to keep reminding yourself that you're doing the right thing. If he's changed that much and cannot change back, well...

I'm glad you have your friends around you and that you're taking care of yourself pretty well. Tons of love and luck to you, Sarah!!

Brunhilda said...

Of course we care. I'm glad to hear you have a new place and are surrounded by supportive people. You need that right now.

You will fall apart at the stupidest shit for a bit. It's okay. Do what you're doing. Allow yourself to feel whatever, then breathe and move on.

You'll be fine. You're a resilant one. It will just take time.

KeLL said...

I'm happy you have a great friends & support system! I know we all missed ya! And congrats on your new place! :)

Anonymous said...

Hope all is well Rez! Give yourself a lot of time to recoup and get back to yourself. Remember, that which does not kill you only makes you stronger.

Lizzle said...

Well, I've been gone a while, but you appear to have fallen off the face of the earth entirely. I sincerely hope that you're doing well, and that life is treating you kindly.

Sarah Sweeney said...

Dear Miss Sarah, why is it Sector-9, Blogdiggity, and the Vile Moods all dropped off around this past February? We need to make a comeback!

(Also, I don't have your personal email, so I'm crossing my fingers this reaches you.)

Happy New Year, blog friend. Hope all is well with you!


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