Saturday, December 13, 2008

Day 7

Sorry I didn't update more..

Tuesday I called and yelled and told hime to come get his shit. Hoped he would do something to stop me but he didn't.

We talked last night, it started like a break up talk, he said he doesn't want to do this to me anymore, said he made me miserable and he couldn't live with that. I told hime not to make this about me, told him if he doesn' want to be with me anymore, just admit it. We talked more and I told him I didn't mean to break up with him on the phone tuesday, I really thought he was going to stop me. We decided to talk more today or tomorrow. I sent him a txt message before, asked if he was ever coming home, he said he's still deciding.

more later... too tired to write...


knuckles said...

i'm sorry for what you're going through. i've been there and it seems like it shouldn't be so complicated but then later it just seemed necessary. *hugs*

Lizzle said...

Sorry to hear that things are not so great... I hope things do improve for you, whatever improvement entails.

You deserve a few good breaks! We all do! I hope that things start going better for all our sakes!

jenner said...

I told hime not to make this about me, told him if he doesn' want to be with me anymore, just admit it.

Good girl. That's the first thing I thought, too. Don't take the easy way out, Mike.

Thinking of you a lot, my dear.

Brunhilda said...

I'm sorry to hear things haven't gotten any better. You've been in my thoughts and will continue to be. Like Jenner said, I'm proud of you too for asking him to be honest. Hugs. Try to get as much rest as you can, I know it's tough right now.

melissa said...

Hard times Sarah, and I'm sorry. I wish I could just make everything okay. Your head must be in a strange and exhausted state. I wish it weren't like this for you.

Like I said before, please keep posting if you can. We're thinking about you. Love you.

Slick said...

Wow...where the hell have I been?

I didn't know about all this.

Hope you're doing alright today.

Thinkin' of ya